WOW

I tell you when you are used to people telling you that you are pretty or beautiful, but not with much conviction, it is kinda nice when you get that candid expression of HOLY CRAP! What I am refering to was when I got my hair dyed. It was down afterward and I went to show one of the girls in the back, while I was showing it to her, I noticed one of the guys just kind of staring at me, trying to unload boxes, but going slower than his normal pace of neeeyoooowwwwmm!
So I asked him what was wrong, he said in a weird voice that he had never seen me with my hair down. then he said wow. I said good wow or bad wow? he said good wow. It was such a candid response, such an honesty from surprise that it made me feel like i really was pretty, you know? So now I wear my hair down more often. Although I think he has noticed this change, and has probably thought, oh she likes me, blah blah blah, but it isn't the case, he is a nice guy, but a young one. It is just that he made me feel genuinely beautiful. I like to feel that way, it is all too rare that it happens though. Well I have to get up early so I will post another time about reflections and imaginations that i have had lately........ if i remember.